Thanksgiving...

Is coming in less than a month! Which means I will be coming home in less than a month! Lets be excited. I am rather upset at the moment with my roommate Jordyn. I told you what happened last night and today I told her I was sorry for the way I reacted last night. She told me she was offended at how I reacted. Offended! She had no right to be offended! I did not say anything after they all sang to me. I was just upset so I simply did not speak for awhile. She had no right to be offended and it makes me angry that she would say that. Like me reacting the way I did was a horrible thing. I don't like it when people make a huge deal about my birthday in a public place, it makes me feel uneasy and want to just up and leave. Then they tried to make me feel dumb about being upset. Which made me even more upset. I am not happy at the moment at all! In fact if I could come home right now that would be amazing. So there is my rant for the moment. I feel much better now.

I printed out my flight info a little bit ago. It was so exciting. As I read over it there came a part saying I can exchange/change my ticket, which got me thinking.... Maybe I can change my ticket for me to fly back here on Saturday instead of on Friday. I am going to look into that and see if it would cost a lot of money to do so. Man I can't wait to come home! I am just anti things at the moment because lets be real my birthday is tomorrow and I try really hard to love that day, but for some reason it makes me so uneasy. Yuck Yuck Yuck. I am going to do my best to be happy all day tomorrow.

By the way I miss you a lot. Love you